But the affection she showed just before was obviously beyond that… I think those are her true feelings… “Nah, there’s no way.” He immediately dismissed that thought. She got caught up in the heat of the moment too, didn’t she? Surely she’s already come to her senses by now and feels the same shame and regret. Yeah, there’s no way she doesn’t. But even though he convinced himself of that, there was the fact that the affection Alisa showed… definitely made his heart skip a beat. “I… thought I’d never fall in love again…” In fact, ever since that girl disappeared, he’d never liked anyone. He would still look at a girl and think, ‘She’s pretty’, or ‘She’s beautiful’, he still had a sexual desire for them. But he never liked someone else as a member of the opposite sex, he hadn’t felt his heart beat faster. I don’t think anyone would ever like someone as terrible as me anyway. In the first place, Masachika hated himself. It was hard for him to imagine that someone else would love this Kuze Masachika that even he himself couldn’t love. On top of that, because of that girl from his past, he lost all faith in love. He thought that most of the time, romantic feelings were fleeting and would disappear the moment the illusion of their partner was broken. Especially when it came to his own feelings, he… didn’t trust them at all. I can’t even remember her name or her face… How can I even seriously love someone? And love between students is stupid. High school couples almost never end up actually getting married. That kind of thing only happens in fiction. Actual high school couples can come together and fall apart because of the tiniest things. Even if Alya really did love me, those Page 8 Goldenagato | mp4directs.com