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From our position, we could look down on the place where the summer festival would be held. Stands and carts lined the narrow path to the shrine, with two rows of paper lanterns hanging over them like runway light strips that brought a low red glow to the shrine grounds. The people milling about ǡ ǯ them. Neither of us said anything, because we knew that if we did, the tears would spill over. So we kept our mouths shut and patiently sat there, bottling our feelings inside. What Himeno and I were waiting for was something that would back us up and help everything make sense. Perhaps we really were praying to the god of the shrine at that moment, with the droning of the cicadas flooding the air around us. As the sun began to cross the horizon, Himeno rose to her feet, brushed the dust from her skirt, and stared straight ahead. Dzǡǯǡdz clear voice of purpose only she possessed. As if she were speaking a simple fact that had just been set in stone. DzǥǫdzǤ DzǤǡǤǡǤdz DzǡdzǤDzǯǤdz At ten years old, twenty was the age of adulthood and ultimate maturity. ǡǯwas practical, even probable. ǡ DzSomething will happen during the summer. Ten years ǡ ǯ Ǥ Ǥ ǯǤ ǯ ǡǯ back on eleme ǡǮ ǯǡ even a negative example to avoid. They were all idiots. It was just a terrible Ǥǯdz Dzǯ Ǥ are nothing but idiots. It is ǡdz repeated. Back then, that was a very fresh point of view for me. When ǯ ǡ ǯ ǡ ǯ DzdzDzǤdz Dzǡ Ǥ can make our classmates so jeǡǯ Ǥdz Dzǡǯ ǡdzǤ DzǡǯǡdzǡǤ ǯǤ she said it, it felt as real to me as a vision of the actual future. The words had the ring of prophecy to them.