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I am Blue, in Pain, and Fragile

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In my twenty-one years, I had become quite skilled at forming a troubled smile. Dz •–ƒ”–‡†–Šƒ–‰”‘—’Ǥdz Dz‘—…ƒǯ–„‡•‡”‹‘—•Ǩ‘™ƒ››‘—ǯ†’—––‘‰‡–Ї”ƒ„—…Š‘ˆ•–‹…-in- their-ass creeps like that! I thought that you were more low-key and just ™ƒ–‡†–‘Šƒ˜‡ˆ—ƒ†”‡Žƒš‡˜‡”›†ƒ›ǡ„—– ‰—‡•• ‹•Œ—†‰‡†›‘—Ǩdz Dz‘ǡ ”‡ƒŽŽ›ƒ•‡”‹‘—•Ǥdz ‘—•—‡ǯ•ˆƒ…‡ǡ™Š‹…ŠŠƒ†–™‹•–‡†‹‘…”ƒ‰‡ǡ‘™–™‹–…Ї†ǡŠ‹• crossed arms unfolding. Dz-†‘ǯ–™‘””›ǡ‡˜‡‹ˆ›‘—”‡ƒŽŽ›™‡”‡–Ї‡˜‹Ž…‘ƒ†‡”‘ˆ–Šƒ– wicked group, I would never stop being your friend. I would bury you in the name of justice, with my own two handsȄ‘ƒ›ǡ™Šƒ–ǯ•™‹–Šthat ˆƒ…‡ǫdz Dz ǯ•‡”‹‘—•Ǥdz DzǥŠƒǫdz Dz ǯ„‡‹‰•‡”‹‘—•Ї”‡Ǥ‡ƒ†ƒˆ”‹‡†™Š‘ǯ•‘Ž‘‰‡”ƒ”‘—† ƒ…–—ƒŽŽ›•–ƒ”–‡†–Šƒ–‰”‘—’Ǥdz DzǥŠƒ–ƒ”‡›‘—•ƒ›‹‰ǫdz He was staring at me slack-jawed, his ‡›‡•™‹†‡”–Šƒ ǯ†‡˜‡”•‡‡ them. I got the feeling that if I looked back at him for too long he would start thinking I was joking, so I averted my gaze slightly. DzЇ”‡ǯ•ƒŽ‹––އ‘”‡–‘–Šƒ–ǡ–Š‘—‰ŠǤdz Dzǥ‡ŽŽǡ‘ƒ›ǡއ–ǯ•Їƒ”‹––Їǡ ‰—‡••ǡdz•ƒ‹†ousuke, making it obvious that though he was listening, he was still skeptical. Despite all his posturing, though, I knew that Tousuke was a good person deep down and would listen carefully to what I had to say. Without any reservations, I told him about my connections with Moai. This was the first time I had ever told this whole story to anyone. Because this was the first time, I decided to tell the story simply, starting out with just the important points. First, I explained the current state of Moai. As far as I was aware, all of the founding members of the Moai that Akiyoshi and I had founded were now all gone. However, the Moai that had persisted afterward was not the Moai that we had founded. —”ˆ‘—†‹‰‹†‡ƒŽ•‘ˆDz„‡…‘‹‰–Ї’‡‘’އ™‡™‹•Ї†–‘„‡ǡdzƒ† the idea that we would only act in the way that represented all of our ‡„‡”•ǯ‹–‡”‡•–•ǡŠƒ†ƒŽ”‡ƒ†›ˆƒ†‡†Ǥ †‹†ǯ–‘™–Ї†‡–ƒ‹Ž•‘ˆ‹–ǡ„—––Ї