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I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

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It ƒ’’‡ƒ”‡†•Ї…‘—ކ„‡‘˜‡†‘ˆ”‘ƒ…‘˜‡”•ƒ–‹‘‹ˆ †‹†ǯ––ƒ‡ her bait. Finally, something I could use to my advantage. I made a mental note to use that tactic again. Full-bellied, we left the yakiniku restaurant and went above ground, where the bright summer sun glared down at us. Reflexively, I squinted. DzŠƒ–ƒ„‡ƒ—–‹ˆ—ކƒ›ǡdz•Ї•ƒ‹†ǡŒ—•–•‘ˆ–Ž›‡‘—‰Š–Šƒ– ™ƒ•ǯ–•—”‡‹ˆ ™ƒ•‡ƒ––‘”‡•’‘†ǤDzƒ›„‡ •Š‘—ކ†‹‡‘ƒ†ƒ›Ž‹‡–Š‹•Ǥdz I decided to stick with my newfound strategy: ignoring her, like how people say not to look a wild animal in the eyes. We started walking toward a large shopping mall directly attached to the train station. On the way, we shared light conversation, although if you ‰—‡••‡†•Ї†‹†‘•–‘ˆ–Ї–ƒŽ‹‰ǡ›‘—ǯ†„‡”‹‰ht. A home improvement center anchored the mall. Nobody sold ropes •’‡…‹ˆ‹…ƒŽŽ›ˆ‘”Šƒ‰‹‰‘‡•‡Žˆǡ„—––Ї›ǯ†’”‘„ƒ„Ž›Šƒ˜‡•‘‡–Š‹‰…Ž‘•‡Ǥ ЇƒŽŽ™ƒ•’ƒ…‡†™‹–Š„—•–Ž‹‰…”‘™†•ǡ„—––Ї•–‘”‡ǯ•”‘’‡ƒ‹•އ was empty. The only people looking to buy rope on a nice day like this were probably contractors, cowboys, and dying schoolgirls. I went a little farther down the aisle to compare nail sizes. I could hear some children laughing and playing somewhere in the store. I also heard my classmate call over ƒ›‘—‰™‘”‡”ƒ†•ƒ›–‘Š‹ǡDzš…—•‡‡ǡ ǯŽ‘‘‹‰ˆ‘”ƒ”‘’‡–‘Šƒ‰›•‡Žˆ™‹–ŠǤ‘™ǡ †‘ǯ–™ƒ––‘އƒ˜‡ƒ› ƒ”•‘›•‹ǡ•‘ ™ƒ•™‘†‡”‹‰™Š‹…Š”‘’‡‹•–Ї•ƒˆ‡•–ˆ‘”–Šƒ–Ǥdz –—”‡†–‘Ž‘‘ǡƒ†–Ї‡’Ž‘›‡‡ǯ•‡š’”‡••‹‘™ƒ••‘bewildered it made me laugh a little. Then I felt annoyed at the girl for making another of Ї”Œ‘‡•ƒ–›ƒ†–Ї™‘”‡”ǯ•‡š’‡•‡Ǥ•ƒˆ‡•—‹…‹†‡Ȅthat was just the ‹†‘ˆ‹†‡ƒ•Їǯ†ˆ‹†ˆ—›Ǥ†‘™•ЇŠƒ†‡Žƒ—‰Š‹‰ǡ–‘‘Ǥ‹–Š‘—– bothering to make sure I put the correctly sized nails into their proper containers, I replaced them and approached the put-upon worker. My …Žƒ••ƒ–‡ǯ•„ƒ…™ƒ•–‘‡ǡ„—–ˆ”‘–Ї™ƒ›•Ї™ƒ•‘˜‹‰ǡ …‘—ކ–‡ŽŽ she was giggling. Dz ǯ•‘””›ǡdz •ƒ‹†ǡ‘ˆˆ‡”‹‰Š‹”‡•…—‡ǤDzŠ‹•‘‡†‘‡•ǯ–Šƒ˜‡—…Š –‹‡–‘Ž‹˜‡ǤЇǯ•ƒŽ‹––އ–‘—…Ї†‹–ЇЇƒ†Ǥdz …‘—ކǯ––‡ŽŽ‹ˆЇǯ†ƒ……‡’–‡†›•–‘”›‘”‹ˆЇǯ†Œ—•–‰‘––‡†‹•‰—•–‡† with us, but either way, the worker walked away and returned to his duties. Dz™ǡdz•Ї•ƒ‹†ǡDz –Š‹ he was about to show me the right one to buy. Š›ǯ†›‘—Šƒ˜‡–‘”—‹‹–ǫdz ‡”‡›‡•–™‹Ž‡†ǤDz‘—ކ‹–„‡›‘—™‡”‡‰‡––‹‰ Œ‡ƒŽ‘—• ™ƒ•‰‡––‹‰•‘…Ž‘•‡™‹–ŠŠ‹ǫdz