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I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

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Dz‘””›ǡdz •ƒ‹†ǡDz ™ƒ•–Š‹‹‰ƒ„‘—–•‘‡–Š‹‰Ǥdz DzŠǫdz Her frown disappeared as if it had never been there and she leaned in, peering at me with intense interest. I briefly hastened my pace to regain a Ž‹––Ž‡†‹•–ƒ…‡ǡ–Š‡ „‘„„‡†›Š‡ƒ†ƒ†•ƒ‹†ǡDz‡ƒŠǡ‹–ǯ••‘‡–Š‹‰ ǯ˜‡ been thinking about for a while. Seriously, too, for o…‡Ǥdz DzŠ‘ƒǨ‡ŽŽǡ‘—–™‹–Š‹–Ǥdz Dz ǯ˜‡„‡‡–Š‹‹‰ƒ„‘—–›‘—Ǥdz ™ƒ•…ƒ”‡ˆ—Ž‘––‘–—”–Š‹•‹–‘ƒ†”ƒƒ–‹…•…‡‡Ǥ †‹†ǯ–•–‘’ ™ƒŽ‹‰ǡ †‹†ǯ–Ž‘‘ƒ–Š‡”Ǣ –”‹‡†–‘•ƒ›‹–ƒ•…ƒ•—ƒŽŽ›ƒ• …‘—Ž†Ǥ ‡™‹ˆ she took what I said too seriously, she would be a pain about it. But being a pain was who she was, and her reaction trampled all over my careful maneuvering. Dz„‘—–‡ǫdz•Š‡‰ƒ•’‡†ǤDz •–Š‹•™Šƒ– –Š‹‹–‹•ǫ”‡›‘—ƒ„‘—––‘ …‘ˆ‡••›‘—”Ž‘˜‡–‘‡ǫ‘—ǯ”‡‰‡––‹‰‡ƒŽŽˆŽ—•–‡”‡†Ǩdz I waited —–‹Ž•Š‡™ƒ•ˆ‹‹•Š‡†ǤŠ‡ •ƒ‹†ǡDz‘–Ž‹‡–Šƒ–Ǥdz Dz ǯŽ‹•–‡‹‰Ǥdz –‹ŽŽ‡‡’‹‰›–‘‡—––‡”Ž›…ƒ•—ƒŽǡ ƒ•‡†ǡDz •‹–”‡ƒŽŽ›ƒŽŽ”‹‰Š–ˆ‘” you to be spending what little time you have organizing books in the school Ž‹„”ƒ”›ǫdz She tilted her head in …‘ˆ—•‹‘ǤDz‡ŽŽǡ›‡ƒŠǡ‘„˜‹‘—•Ž›ǤŠ›™‘—Ž†ǯ– ‹–„‡ǫdz Dz †‘ǯ––Š‹–Š‡”‡ǯ•ƒ›–Š‹‰‘„˜‹‘—•ƒ„‘—–‹–Ǥdz DzŠǫdz•Š‡ƒ•‡†ǤDz†™Šƒ–†‘›‘—•—‰‰‡•– •Š‘—Ž†„‡†‘‹‰ ‹•–‡ƒ†ǫdz Dz‘ǯ–›‘—Šƒ˜‡ƒŽ‘–‘ˆ–Š‹‰•›‘—™ƒ––‘†‘ǫ‹‡‡‡–‹‰—’™‹–Š your first crush, or maybe hitchhiking around in foreign countries until you ˆ‹†–Š‡’Žƒ…‡›‘—™ƒ––‘•’‡†›‘—”Žƒ•–†ƒ›•ǫdz This time she tilted her head in the opposite direction. She hummed ‹†‹•ƒ‰”‡‡‡–ƒ†•ƒ‹†ǡDz ‰‡–™Šƒ–›‘—ǯ”‡•ƒ›‹‰ǡ„—–ǥ‡–‡’—–‹– this ™ƒ›ǣ›‘—Šƒ˜‡–Š‹‰•›‘—™ƒ––‘†‘„‡ˆ‘”‡›‘—†‹‡ǡ–‘‘ǡ”‹‰Š–ǫdz Dz ‰—‡•••‘Ǥdz Dz‡–›‘—ǯ”‡‘–†‘‹‰–Š‡Ǥ‹–Š‡”‘‡‘ˆ—•…‘—Ž††‹‡–‘‘””‘™ǤŠƒ– goes the same for you and just as much for me. Every day is worth the same as any other. What I did o”†‹†ǯ–†‘–‘†ƒ›†‘‡•ǯ–…Šƒ‰‡‹–•™‘”–ŠǤ‘†ƒ›ǡ Šƒ†ˆ—Ǥdz