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I am Blue, in Pain, and Fragile

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Dz ǯ‰—‡••‹‰‹ˆ›‘—™‡”‡‹›’‘•‹–‹‘ǡ›‘—ǯ†Œ—•–”‹’ƒŽŽ–Š‘•‡‘ƒ‹ ‰—›•ƒ‡™‘‡ǡdz •ƒ‹†ǡƒ†Š‹•ˆƒ…‡–™‹•–‡†ǡƒ•–Š‘—‰ŠЇŠƒ†„‡‡ scheming something wicked, before he leaned in close to me. Dz‡ŽŽǡ‹ˆ‹–™‡”‡me and these guys had not only pushed me out but disrespected my long-Ž‘•–ˆ”‹‡†ǡ ™‘—ކ™ƒ––‘•‡––އ–Š‹•ƒ–‰”ƒ†—ƒ–‹‘Ǥdz Dz‡––އ–Š‹•ǫdz Dz †—‘Š‘™ǡ Œ—•–‘™‹–ǯ†„‡’”‡––›Šƒ”†–‘–ƒ‡–Ї‰”‘—’„ƒ…ƒ– –Š‹•’‘‹–Ǥdz He was right. Wresting back control would be impossible. Warped and stained by self-interest or no, at this point in time, it had grown into quite a large organization. It was no longer just some small recreational club. Taking Moai back by conspiring to steal it away with words would mean trying to make the entire organization my own. Trying to overthrow all of the current leadership and get the sudden unconditional backing of the whole membership would be difficult. –Š‘—‰Š–ˆ‘”ƒ‘‡–ǡ–ЇŽ‘‘‡†ˆ‹”Ž›‹–‘‘—•—‡ǯ•‡›‡•Ǥ Dz‘ǡ™Šƒ––Їǡ†‘ Œ—•––”›–‘–‡ƒ”–Ї™Š‘އ–Š‹‰†‘™ǫŠƒ–ǯ• ‹’‘••‹„އǤdz Dzǥǡ™‡ŽŽ›‘—•ƒ‹†•‘›‘—”•‡Žˆǡ†‹†ǯ–›‘—ǫ –ǯ•ƒˆ”ƒ‰‹Ž‡ ‘”‰ƒ‹œƒ–‹‘ǤЇ”‡‹‰Š–„‡•‘‡™ƒ›–‘†‘–Šƒ–Ǥdz Dz‘‡™ƒ›ǥ ‡ƒǡƒŽŽ ǯ˜‡”‡ƒŽŽ›–Š‘—‰Š–ƒ„‘—–‹•Š‘™ ǯ††‘‘ƒ‹ ‘˜‡”ƒ‰ƒ‹Ǥ –•‡‡•Ž‹‡ƒŽŽ–Šƒ–™‘—ކ†‘‹•ƒ‡–Š‹‰•‡••‹‡”ǡ–Š‘—‰ŠǤdz Dz ‰‘–…ŠƒǤ‡ŽŽǡ ‡ƒǡ›‘—…‘—ކŒ—•––ƒ‡–Ї†‘™ƒ†–Їˆ‘” a new Moai. Reform it with someone who would have the backing of the —†‡”…Žƒ••‡ǤŠǡ„—–™Š‘•—’’‘”–•–Ї‘”‹‰‹ƒŽ‹†‡ƒŽ•ǡ‘ˆ…‘—”•‡Ǥdz ™‘†‡”‡†‹ˆ …‘—ކ†‘–Šƒ–ǡ‹ˆ …‘—ކ…—”‡‹›‘•Š‹ǯ•™‘”†•‘ˆ–Ї‹” falsehood. Dz …‘—ކ‡˜‡„‡ƒ•‡…”‡–ƒ”›‘”•‘‡–Š‹‰Ǥdz DzŠǡ‘ǡƒǡ †‘ǯ–™ƒ––‘‰‡– ›‘—…ƒ—‰Š–—’‹–Š‹•Ǥdz Dz‘—”‡ƒŽŽ›‰‘––ƒ”‡Ž›‘›‘—”ˆ”‹‡†•Ǥdz Dz‘—”‡ƒ†›ˆ‘”ƒˆ‹‰Š–ǫdz Dz‡ŽŽǡ ‡ƒǡ‹–ǯ•ƒŽŽ—’–‘›‘—ǡ„—–‹ˆ›‘—ǯ”‡†‘™ǡ–Ї ǯ†‘™–‘ ЇޒǤdz Destroying the current Moai and building a new one; I gave the proposal some serious consideration. Erasing that twisted organization, so removed from its ideals, from existence and rebuilding it upon its origins. It