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I am Blue, in Pain, and Fragile

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I finished checking over my feeds on some social networks I had joined just to lurk, and started to feel a strange curiosity and discomfort when Tousuke returned, making a show of furrowing his brow and sighing through his nostrils. I knew from experience that this was a face he made when he was trying to disguise actual irritation. DzŠƒ•Ǥ‘‡–Š‹‰Šƒ’’‡ǫdz DzŠǡ…ƒ—‰Š–‘ǡ†‹†›‘—ǫ ‘ƒƒ•ƒ„‘—–‹–ǫdz DzŠƒ–‹•‹–ǫdz He took a swig of the Calpis he had bought himself, glancing outside of the windowed booth door. I followed his gaze but saw nothing and no one there. Dz ǡƒ›„‡ ™ƒ•‹•–ƒ‡Ǥdz Dz‘—ކ„‡Ǥdz Dz‹•–‡Ǥ‰Šǡ Šƒ–‡•‡‡‹‰’‡‘’އŠƒ˜‡–Šƒ–—…Šˆ—Ǥdz Dz‡ŽŽǡƒ”‡ǯ–›‘—ƒ’‹‡…‡‘ˆ™‘”ǡdz •ƒ”‡†Ǥ But Tousuke shook his head in a joking matter with a, Dz‘ǡ‘Ǥdz He …‘–‹—‡†ǤDz –™‘—ކǯ˜‡„‡‡ˆ‹‡‹ˆ‹–™ƒ•‘”‡—’•–ƒ†‹‰›‘—‰•–—†‡–• such as ourselves or a group of cute girls, but there are two types of ‰ƒ–Ї”‹‰• ƒ„•‘Ž—–‡Ž›…ƒ‘–•–ƒ†Ǥ‡ǡ…‘—’އ•Ǥdz Dz†–™‘ǫdz Dz‹‰ǡ‘‹•›‰”‘—’•Ǥdz Dz ‡ƒǡ ‰‡––Šƒ–Ǥdz ‘††‡†ǡ–Ї’‘”–”ƒ‹–‘ˆ—’ƒ”ƒŽŽ‡Ž‡†˜‹”–—‡Ǥ Dz‹‰Š–ǫdz•ƒ‹†‘—•—‡ǡ’‘‹–‹‰„ƒ…ƒ– me for no particular reason. Then, he said something that was incredibly relevant to me. DzŠƒ– Šƒ–‡–Ї™‘”•–ǡ–Š‘—‰Šǡƒ”‡–Š‘•‡Žƒ‡’‡‘’އ™Š‘™ƒŽ around like they own the whole place, on campus and off. They act like –Ї›ǯ”‡–Ї”‡’”‡•‡–ƒ–‹˜‡•‘ˆ‘ur school or something, making a mess everywhere they go. It makes outsiders doubt the character of even —’•–ƒ†‹‰‰—›•Ž‹‡—•Ǥdz Dzǥ‡ƒŠǤdz I nodded in understanding. I understood immediately who it was that Tousuke was regarding with such contempt, these DzŽƒ‡dz…Šƒ”ƒ…–‡”•™Š‘ acted like they owned the place. He was always taking any opportunity he could to badmouth them, after all. Most crucially though, I knew who he meant, because I resented them as well, more than Tousuke, more than even the group leader who had been