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I am Blue, in Pain, and Fragile

Naturally, it was always Akiyoshi who strong-armed me into these adventures. That day, the two of us had gone to see a war documentary. It was as we had stopped in at a café along the way home afterwards, sharing our impressions on the film, and it was beginning to seem that one or the ‘–Ї”‘ˆ—•™ƒ•Ž‘‘‹‰–‘’ƒ”–™ƒ›•–Šƒ– •—††‡Ž›ƒ•‡†‹›‘•Š‹ǡDz‘ǡ™‡ ™‡––‘•‡‡ƒ‘˜‹‡–‘†ƒ›ǡ„—–™Šƒ–”‡ƒŽŽ›‹•›‘—”—Ž–‹ƒ–‡‰‘ƒŽЇ”‡ǫdz I needed to know. If I was to be involved from here on out, I needed to know what destination was in store for the future of Moai. Last time, we went to a photo gallery, this time, a movie. I had no objections with going on these excursions, but to be honest with myself, I ™ƒ•ǯ–‡en on the idea of doing volunteer work or anything. However, as she was very much wont to, Akiyoshi completely misinterpreted my question. Dz Ǥ‡ŽŽǡ›ultimate ‰‘ƒŽ‹•–‘ƒ…Š‹‡˜‡‰Ž‘„ƒŽ’‡ƒ…‡ǥdz Dzǥǡ‘ ‡ƒŽ‹‡ǡ‘–your ‘˜‡”ƒ”…Š‹‰‰‘ƒŽ•Ǥ ǯ™‘†‡ring ™Šƒ–‹–‹•™‡ǯ”‡•—’’‘•‡†–‘„‡†‘‹‰‹‘ƒ‹‘˜‡”–Ї•‡ˆ‘—”›‡ƒ”•ǡdz  corrected. She looked at me a bit dumbfounded and then with a timid smile that could almost be construed as self-conscious. DzŠƒǡ ‰‘–…ŠƒǤ—– ‡ƒǡ –Š‹‹–ǯ•–Ї•ƒ‡ˆ‘”‘ƒ‹Ǥdz DzЇ•ƒ‡ˆ‘”‘ƒ‹ǥ‘—‡ƒ™‘”ކ’‡ƒ…‡ǫdz •ƒ‹†™‹–Šƒ unintentional smirk. Akiyoshi did not share my wry smile. Dz ˆ™‡…‘—ކǡ›‡ƒŠǤ ǯ†Ž‹‡–‘‡ƒ•‡–Ї•—ˆˆ‡”‹‰‘ˆ–Ї’‡‘’އ‘ˆ–Ї ™‘”ކǡ‘Ž›‹ˆ‹–ǯ•Œ—•–ƒŽ‹––އǤŠƒ–ǯ•™Š› –Š‹‹–ǯ•”‡ƒŽŽ›‹’‘”–ƒ––‘ watch these films and such to increase awareness. Because we learned about these things today, perhaps you or I could do something about this •–—ˆˆ‘‡†ƒ›ǡƒ‡†‡ǡdz•Ї•ƒ‹†ǡ…‘’އ–‡Ž›‡ƒ”‡•–Ž›Ǥ Akiyoshi had misunderstood meȄbut at the same time, I had ‹•—†‡”•–‘‘†Ї”Ǥ †‘ǯ––Š‹ —†‡”•–‘‘†™Šƒ–‹––”—Ž›‡ƒ––‘Šƒ˜‡ ƒDz‹†‡ƒŽǤdzЇ”‡™‡”‡‘Ž‹‹–• ‘”„‘—†•–‘‹›‘•Š‹ǯ•‹†‡ƒŽ•Ǥ –†‹†ǯ– matter if we were just students, if we were only two people. She would never even voice such an excuse. ǯ•—”‡–Šƒ–ǡƒ––Šƒ––‹‡ǡ‹›‘•Š‹–”—Ž›„‡Ž‹‡˜‡†–Šƒ–•Ї…‘—ކ„”‹‰ peace to the world with her own two hands. I had no idea just how wide the ™‘”ކ™ƒ•‹‹›‘•Š‹ǯ•‡›‡•Ǥ Dz-™‡ŽŽǡ‘‡†ƒ›ǡƒ›„‡Ǥdz Dz‡†ƒ›‡ƒ•‹–…‘—ކŠƒ’’‡ any †ƒ›ǤŠƒ–ǯ•™Šƒ– –Š‹Ǥ‘— …‘—ކ†‹‡ƒ›†ƒ›ǡƒ†›‘—‡˜‡”‘™™Š‡‹–ǯ•‰‘‹‰–‘Šƒ’’‡Ǥ‘—ǯ˜‡ got to leave at least a Ž‹––އ•‘‡–Š‹‰„‡Š‹†Ǥdz

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