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I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

I wondered which was rarerȄamnesia, or someone her age with an incurable, terminal disease. If it was the latter, then maybe what she said ™ƒ•ǯ–•‘‘—–Žƒ†‹•ŠǤЇ•…”‡™‡†—’Ї”ˆƒ…‡ƒ–‡ǡ„—– –Š‘—‰Š–•Їǯ† look past that remark if I answered her straight. Dz ǯ˜‡‡˜‡”Šƒ†ƒ›ˆ”‹‡†•ǡ •‘‘ˆ…‘—”•‡ ǯ˜‡‡˜‡”Šƒ†ƒ‰‹”Žˆ”‹‡†Ǥdz Dz‘—ǯ˜‡never Šƒ†ƒ›ˆ”‹‡†•ǫŠƒ–ǯ•‘–Œ—•–Š‘™‹–‹•‘™ǫdz Dz‡ƒŠǤ‹…‡ ǯ‘–‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹‘–Ї”’‡‘’އǡ †‘ǯ–‘™Š‘™–‘ ƒ‡‘–Ї”’‡‘’އ‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹‡Ǥ—–‹–†‘‡•ǯ–„‘–Ї”‡ǡƒ›™ƒ›Ǥ  †‘ǯ–ˆ‡‡ŽŽ‹‡ ǯ‹••‹‰‘—–‘ƒ›–Š‹‰Ǥdz Dz‘—ǯ˜‡‡˜‡”™ƒ–‡†ƒˆ”‹‡†ǫdz•Їƒ•‡†Ǥ Dz †‘ǯ–‘™Ǥˆ”‹‡†…‘—ކ„‡ˆ—ǡ •—’’‘•‡ǡ„—– „‡Ž‹‡˜‡–Ї™‘”ކ ‹•‹†‡›„‘‘•‹•‘”‡ˆ—–Šƒ–Ї”‡ƒŽ‘‡ǡƒ›™ƒ›Ǥdz Dz†–Šƒ–ǯ•™Š››‘—ǯ”‡ƒŽ™ƒ›•”‡ƒ†‹‰Ǥdz Dz‡ƒŠǡdz •ƒ‹†ǤDz†–Š—•…‘…Ž—†‡•–Ї„‘”‹‰–ƒŽǤ —•––‘„‡ †‹’Ž‘ƒ–‹…ǡ ǯŽŽƒ•›‘—–Ї•ƒ‡–Š‹‰ǣ‘›‘—Šƒ˜‡ƒ„‘›ˆ”‹‡†ǫ ˆ›‘—†‘ǡ ›‘—•Š‘—ކ‰‘•’‡†–‹‡™‹–ŠŠ‹‹•–‡ƒ†‘ˆ‡Ǥdz Dz Šƒ†‘‡ǡdz•Ї•ƒ‹†ǡЇ”˜‘‹…‡‘–„‡–”ƒ›‹‰•ƒ†‡••ǤDz—– „”‘‡—’ ™‹–ŠŠ‹ƒŽ‹––އ™Š‹Ž‡ƒ‰‘Ǥdz Dz‡…ƒ—•‡›‘—ǯ”‡†›‹‰•‘‘ǫdz Dz‘Ǥ‡•‹†‡•ǡ ™‘—ކǯ––‡ŽŽŠ‹–Šƒ–Ǥ Šƒ˜‡ǯ–‡˜‡–‘ކ›ˆ”‹‡†•Ǥdz Then why had she been so upfront with me at the hospital? The “—‡•–‹‘†‹†ǯ–‡ƒ–ƒ–‡ǡ•‘ †‹†ǯ–ƒ•‹–Ǥ †‹†ǯ–ƒ‡a conscious choice not toȄ Œ—•–†‹†ǯ–„‘–Ї”Ǥ Ї•ƒ‹†ǡDzЇ–Š‹‰ƒ„‘—–Š‹ȄdzЇ‹–‡””—’–‡†Ї”•‡ŽˆǤDzŠǡ›‘— ‘™Š‹ǡ„›–Ї™ƒ›Ǥ ‡ǯ•‹‘—”…Žƒ••Ȅthough I bet if I told you his name, ›‘—™‘—ކǯ–‘™‹–ǤdzЇ…Š—…Ž‡†ǤDz ‡ǯ•ƒ”‡ƒŽŽ›‰‘‘†’‡”•‘ǡ but he was –‡””‹„އ–‘†ƒ–‡Ǥdz DzŠƒ–…ƒŠƒ’’‡•‘‡–‹‡•ǡdz •ƒ‹†Ǥ‘––Šƒ– ǯ†‘™Ǥ Dz –…ƒǤ‘ I broke up with him. I wish that God would save us the trouble and put labels on people from the startȄthis one is for being ˆ”‹‡†•™‹–Šǡ–Šƒ–‘‡‹•ˆ‹‡–‘†ƒ–‡Ǥdz Dz ǯ†ƒ’’”‡…‹ƒ–‡–Šƒ–ǡdz •ƒ‹†ǤDz—– ‰‡––Їˆ‡‡Ž‹‰›‘—ǯ†•ƒ››‘—‡Œ‘› being with people because ”‡Žƒ–‹‘•Š‹’•ƒ”‡•‘…‘’Ž‹…ƒ–‡†Ǥdz ЇŽƒ—‰Š‡†ƒ†Žƒ—‰Š‡†ǤDzŠƒ–†‘‡••‘—†Ž‹‡•‘‡–Š‹‰ ǯ†•ƒ›Ǥ Yeah, I guess I might think that. All right, I take back what I said about the Žƒ„‡Ž•Ǥ‘——†‡”•–ƒ†‡ǡ†‘ǯ–›‘—ǫdz

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