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I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

Dz˜‡”›„‘›ƒ†‰‹”Ž–‘‰‡–Ї”Ž‘‘Ž‹‡ƒ…‘—’އ‹ˆ›‘—want to see them –Šƒ–™ƒ›Ǥ‘‘‡™‘—ކŽ‘‘ƒ–›‘—ƒ†ƒ••—‡›‘—ǯ”‡‰‘‹‰–‘†‹‡•‘‘Ǥ ‘—•ƒ‹†‹–›‘—”•‡ŽˆǣŠƒ–ƒ––‡”•‹•ǯ–Š‘™‘–Ї”’‡‘’އŒ—†‰‡›‘—ǡ‹–ǯ• ™Šƒ–ǯ•”‡ƒŽ‘–Ї‹•‹†‡Ǥdz Ї•ƒ‹†ǡDzŠƒ–•‘—†•Ž‹‡•‘‡–Š‹‰›‘—ǯ†•ƒ›ǤdzЇŽƒ—‰Š‡†‹†- drink, and little puffs of air came out of the bottom of her straw and noisily „—„„އ†—’–Š”‘—‰Š–Ї‰Žƒ••ǤDz›–Ї™ƒ›ǡŠƒ˜‡›‘—‡˜‡”Šƒ†ƒ‰‹”Žˆ”‹‡†ǫdz „‡‰ƒ•–ƒ†‹‰—’ǤDz‡ŽŽǡ ǯ”‡•–‡†Ǥ‡•Š‘—ކ‰‡–‰‘‹‰Ǥdz Ї‰”ƒ„„‡†›ƒ”ƒ†•ƒ‹†ǡDz‘—Šƒ˜‡ǯ––ƒ‡‘‡•‹’‘ˆ›‘—” …‘ˆˆ‡‡Ǥdz Ї•ƒ‡–”‹…™ƒ•ǯ–‰‘‹‰–‘™‘”–™‹…‡‘Ї”Ǥ–‹ŽŽǡ•Ї†‹†ǯ– need to dig her nails into my skin so hard. Maybe she was retaliating for the ™ƒ› •Š—–†‘™–Ї…‘˜‡”•ƒ–‹‘‹–Ї›ƒ‹‹—’Žƒ…‡Ǥ †‹†ǯ–™ƒ––‘ pick a fight, so I obediently sat back down. Dz‡ŽŽǫdz•Їƒ•‡†ǤDz ƒ˜‡›‘—Šƒ†ƒ‰‹”Žˆ”‹‡†ǫdz •Š”—‰‰‡†ǤDzŠ‘…ƒ•ƒ›ǫdz Dz Œ—•–”‡ƒŽ‹œ‡† †‘ǯ––Š‹ ‘™ƒ›–Š‹‰ƒ„‘—–›‘—Ǥdz Dzƒ›„‡›‘—†‘ǯ–ǡdz •ƒ‹†ǤDz †‘ǯ–Ž‹‡–‘–ƒŽƒ„‘—–›•‡ŽˆǤdz DzŠ›‘–ǫdz Dz †‘ǯ–™ƒ––‘„Žƒ„„‡”‘ƒ„‘—––Š‹‰•‘„‘†›ǯ•‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹ Їƒ”‹‰ƒ„‘—–Ǥ ǯ‘–‘‡‘ˆ–Š‘•‡’‡‘’އ™Š‘ƒ”‡–‘‘…‘…‡”‡†™‹–Š ™Šƒ–‘–Ї”’‡‘’އ–Š‹‘ˆ–ЇǤdz DzŠƒ–ƒ‡•›‘—•‘•—”‡‘„‘†›ǯ•‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹Їƒ”‹‰ƒ„‘—–›‘—ǫdz she asked. Dz‡…ƒ—•‡ ǯ n‘–‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹‘–Ї”’‡‘’އǤdz I gazed down at the wood grain of the table and laid out my thoughts as if I was arranging them on its surface. DzЇ–Š‹‰ƒ„‘—–’‡‘’އ‹•–Ї›†‘ǯ–”‡ƒŽŽ›…ƒ”‡ƒ„‘—–ƒ›‘‡„—– themselves. Sure, there are exceptions. Even I can become interested in someone with remarkable circumstancesȄlike youȄ„—– ǯ‘––Ї•‘”–‘ˆ ”‡ƒ”ƒ„އ’‡”•‘•‘‡‘‡‡Ž•‡™‘—ކ„‡‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹Ǥ† †‘ǯ–ˆ‡‡Ž Ž‹‡–ƒŽ‹‰ƒ„‘—–•‘‡–Š‹‰‹ˆ‘„‘†›Šƒ•ƒ›–Š‹‰–‘‰ƒ‹ˆ”‘‹–Ǥdz This was a long-held belief I usually kept inside myself, locked away in a dust-…‘˜‡”‡†•Ž—„‡”Ǥ ǯ†‡˜‡”Šƒ†ƒ›‘‡ …‘—ކ–ƒŽ–‘ƒ„‘—–‹–Ǥ Dz ǯ‹–‡”‡•–‡†‹›‘—ǡdz•Ї†‡…Žƒ”‡†Ǥ

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